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so.. This blog has been set up for a while.. and I haven't put anything on here yet... mainly cuz I really don't know exactly WHAT to put..
I have so much going on right now.. its CRAZY.. With Dustin deployed.. Jadyn has fractured her foot.. Tyler is having his tonsils removed in the morning.. and I'm falling apart.. i mean literally.. I need to go to the doctor.. but moms aren't supposed to get sick.. or need a doctor.. and it always happens when the kids are ill, or needing assistance.. and/or Dustin isn't home.

Is it next year yet?! .. I know I can handle this.. I know I'm fully capable of it.. and with the good Lord on my side I WILL get through it all.. I know I'm strong enough with Him. Sometimes I just get really frustrated..... but that's allowed... right?

I told my mom today.. that if she didn't come help me I wasn't going to go home through the summer. I know she would be here in a heartbeat if she could... Not to mention I really didn't mean it. It was just one of those weak moments.. (that i infrequently have.. hahahaha) Just talking to her helps..

I'm so thankful Georgia is here to help me through... Lord knows I'd be lost without her.. Bless her heart, she is getting up at o'dark thirty (as dustin calls it) to come over here and be with the kids so I can take Tyler in the morning. I hate putting the responsibility of our kids on someone else.. but some how she makes me understand.. that it's ok. I owe her BIG time.

My BFFFFFF (I'd put more f's but i don't want ya to think I'm too crazy.. :/ ) is getting ready for another deployment... I so wish I could be there with her.. and help her... and just be there to make her randomly laugh.. from barking.. or someones butt hanging out.. ( no, not mine haha) or just to cry with her. Dear Army, Can I have my friend back please... sooner than later? KTHANKS! :)

So, I have tons to do tonight.. so I really need to get a move on.. so I can get to bed at a reasonable hour.. and get enough sleep for Tyler's surgery tomorrow.. and pray that I wake up with my alarm..

I think I'm going to like this here blogging thing (yes I meant to say it that way) cuz I'll be able to look back and keep memories.. AND! it'll help pass the time.

Talk soon.